Sunday, August 09, 2026

proxy-mity

now is for understanding 
these things of today 
if they ricochet

the things of tomorrow
merely play at 
pilgrimage 

in concessions unexamined 
a syllabus of my grief
in the way

the assignment compulsory 
each option an arsenal 
regret every rule

she does not take me with her
but I carry her everywhere
a sort of possession 
___________________

Pic: A hike through Central Park South after a trip to the Farmers' Market with Big A. Although this looks woodsy, all this is right in the middle of town, and Big A made me laugh by pointing out that our usual movie theater was visible on our left.

12 comments:

StephLove said...

Hugs

Nicole said...

"a syllabus of my grief" - oh, Maya. xo

Nance said...

The last stanza--absolutely perfect and incredibly insightful. I'm in tears, and I send you all my love, my dear friend.

Gillian said...

Take care.

Jeanie said...

Your words -- they come from the gut and speak of the aching of the soul.

Lisa's Yarns said...

This is so beautiful!!! I especially loved the last stanza.

maya said...

<3

maya said...

<3, Nicole

maya said...

Sorry this comes at a time of grief for you too, Nance <3

maya said...

Thank you.

maya said...

Oh, Jeanie! Thank you.

maya said...

Thank you, Lisa <3

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