Thursday, July 02, 2026

because I was raised by her

today I went back to dying
to falling down in places... 
in pieces, my eyes pitching
bones separate like solitude 
tears won't ask me questions
(they have seen inside me)
just don't call me to witness
as I travel to how I used to be
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Note: Inevitable comparisons with last year this time when I was so excited for my mom and sis to visit. My mom had already started her shenanigans, much to my delight.

Pic: Our water lily bloomed! (Not allowed to talk about algae right now.)

10 comments:

Nicole said...

What a beautiful water lily, but what a difficult comparison. xo

Gillian said...

Take care.

StephLove said...

Lines 5-6 are fantastic, 7-8 bittersweet.

Nance said...

Very raw and very emotional--those feelings come through in every line. I love how you can read the first and last lines of the poem and how they encapsulate everything.

Jeanie said...

You are edging into anniversary months, my friend. Be very gentle with yourself.

maya said...

Thanks, Nicole...

maya said...

Thank you

maya said...

Thank you, Steph

maya said...

Thank you, Nance... you're right!

maya said...

Thank you, Jeanie... Everything is going to be a comparison for a few months <3

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