My plane's here, and kinda don't want to leave the airport because going will make everything real. I'm crying discreetly and I think it might help if I talk to someone, but also feel like I might descend into full-on weeping if hear a kind voice.
Pic: The photo i took to say goodbye to the fam on chat.

5 comments:
I can't imagine how you must have felt, travelling all that way alone, going home for your mother's funeral.
Alone, I guess. I wish I could have helped you in some way. XO
That's a long way to fly alone when you are so deeply sad. That had to be so very hard.
The kindness was too much for me for a long time. Hang in there. <3
That's such a long trip to take when you are in such grief and shock. xo
I am so happy you could go right away-- the first trip home is rough and does not (in my experience) get easier with anticipation
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