Sunday, August 31, 2025

being a refrain

another day needs assembly 
even as the season begins
its theater again 

again the thousand mouths  
agape in hungry joy 
and song

singing like leaves crackling 
of the ache I've carried 
since I was 15

perhaps I should still be 15 
second guessing every
possibility: if, what if

as if in an infinity mirror until 
an appropriate darkness
descends like kindness
_______________
Pic: Huck needed to be carried part of the way by Big A on our long, hot Sparty walk. Max is a bit jealous. 

7 comments:

Nicole said...

Oooh I love that poem Maya! Gorgeous.

Jeanie said...

Sweet Huck and kind Big A! I hope Dalmac is going well. Your poem nails it. Absolutely spot on.

Nance said...

I love the first line of this poem. It can either be said as a sigh or as a simple fact, like a task. And isn't that what needs doing each time we awaken? Also wonderful is the simile of an infinity mirror. Just really good work here.

Gillian said...

Nice.

maya said...

Thank you, friends!

StephLove said...

This made me think about how that 15-year-old questioning can be so painful, but I guess it opens up new possibilities.

maya said...

How serious every thing seems when one is 15. I always wonder if we lose something when it stops being so serious.

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