Thursday, March 06, 2025

in this version of myself

words break open into smiles
as they escape my mouth 
even as the sun breaks 
through clouds

every day it seems I put aside 
the language of survival
and will myself to find
life's uncut joy 

though my hands seem empty
I know in this version they 
cast to light and return
ready for the fight 
__________________
Pic: The sky as I headed home this evening: it's light out, the skies are blue, there are puffy white clouds. I didn't need a rainbow for my heart to leap up. 

7 comments:

Nicole said...

YES MAYA!!! Great poem! I don't know how you create such beauty day after day but somehow you do!

Gillian said...

Nice.

Jenny said...

Ooh, I love this. And I love the accompanying photo of the sky. When I look up into the sky I definitely find "life's uncut joy."

Nance said...

Oh, Wordsworth. My Romantic poetry professor and I used to go round and round about him. Fond memories.

This is a pretty poem, maya. It feels almost shyly joyful.

Lisa's Yarns said...

Beautiful poem - it feels very hopeful! Looking for gratitude in February was my way of finding life's uncut joy! I so needed that during what ended up being a hard month.

NGS said...

I have been examining the sky very carefully on my recent walks with the dog because we have TWO pairs of nesting bald eagles and I frequently see them gliding away. They're so majestic. I love a good sky.

maya said...

Thank you, kind friends!!! <3

that it's only a doorway, that I'm only a door

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