Monday, February 17, 2025

fallout shelter breakout

there must be someplace where life takes place
outside the snarl and rattle of tyranny 
and everything else just waits

life could just be... beautiful even if useless 
longing could maybe be merely distance 
growing wordless, not mindless 

but my teen just doesn't yet know what happens  
to the Emmett Till Monument... doesn't even
know what they've done to Stonewall 

it feels like we've hardly caught up with history 
while events range--like mountain peaks
just absurd in scale and spilling over

so here we go again searching for surest shelter 
after gasping out how we'll never return 
just... going back and forth like that  
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Pic: Serendipitously, a shelter I spied at Sleepy Hollow Park yesterday. 

14 comments:

Anne said...

Maya, I confess I don't always "get" your poems. But this, this spoke to my heart and head. Thank you for putting what I suspect many of us are thinking into words, and making those words beautiful and heartbreaking.

Jenny said...

Beautiful poem. And nice photo to match!

StephLove said...

I like the idea of catching up with history.

Nance said...

Oh, this poem went straight to my heart this morning. The first two stanzas brought tears to my eyes. It's so wistful, so yearning--and any mention of Emmett Till always breaks my heart. His mother...!

I admire your work here. It makes a huge subject quite accessible and emotional. Well done.

(And the accompanying photo is perfect--and gives me a great idea for the property across from our lakehouse.)

Lisa's Yarns said...

My favorite line is: while events range--like mountains
absurd in scale and spilling over. Because the scale of what is happening does feel absolutely absurb and like mountains we may never scale. Sigh. Thanks for putting into gorgeous, succinct words what many (most?) of us are feeling.

Anonymous said...

The photo is beautiful and really moved me. Thanks for sharing your art, in its various mediums, with us. Beauty truly will save the world!

-Steph

maya said...

Anne--thank you. And I think the not getting part is a "me" thing because I use a lot of internal shorthand and hide sometimes. Thanks for reading!

maya said...

Thank you, Jenny!

maya said...

Will we ever?!

maya said...

Nance--Thank you. And yes--always Emmett Till.

I've seen pictures of play shelters made with living boughs--they look magical. Theo would love it!

maya said...

Lisa--thank you for reading so carefully <3

I was also happy about "range like mountain peaks" (because of mountain ranges) :)

maya said...

What a kind thing to say, Steph! Please know that your comment inspired the thought about "unruliness."

Jeanie said...

This poem is so touching, especially when you mention the Till and Stonewall monuments. We do need a sunset shelter.

maya said...

Thank you, Jeanie. It is particularly sad that we can't give our painful history a rest...

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