Tuesday, February 08, 2022

to feeling better


I wrote: "Time is terrifying" 
later remembering: *kaal--time 
--is one of many names for death
and also just as ordinary as life is

Pointless: the closings, returnings,
emptying into tunnels to spotlight
our origins and pain... this sad sad
diorama of what we never asked for

I am asking for Scout to feel better--
I mean, look--suffering is overrated
really--like anything could make this 
best-est of all friends a better being

________
Pic: I got Scout a new bed so he'd be comfortable when I wasn't around to give him an "uppy" to the couch, but Huck (who can jump up onto every piece of furniture in the house) claimed it first. 

*In Hindi and Sanskrit kaal means time/epoch but can also be another name for the God of Death. I may have been thinking of that subconsciously in the last line of yesterday's entry.

2 comments:

Nicole said...

Oh, sending good thoughts your way. Poor puppers.

maya said...

He's hilariously loopy on pain meds today :D

my beautiful baby

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