me memories
Monday, December 13, 2021
next time
me memories
Sunday, December 12, 2021
"an ill wind"
Behold the deceptively calm beginning to a messy weekend.
Yesterday started out at 56° and was supposed to drop 20° over the course of the day, so L and I went down the Red Cedar early despite the wind advisory. The gusts were intense and at one point we thought we were going to get swept into the river. And then we got rained on and sleeted on although there was nothing about that in the weather forecast.
I planned a hot shower as soon as I got home, but first there was kids' breakfasts and then something else came up and before I knew it, the power went out. I paid for my delay with a dry shampoo and an ice-cold shower before the water cut off. And although I got gussied up, as I already lamented, I didn't get to see Hadestown.
The wind brought mayhem to Hagadorn--signs, traffic lights, and electricity poles were down--like on the ground. BWL said power would come back at 8:15 yesterday, and when it didn't we shrugged and got some extra blankets and cuddled up with warm puppies. All night long I could hear utility vehicles and sirens and workers (bless them).
Big A's off for a series of job interviews, and wanted us to go to a hotel, and I was making arrangements for At to house Nu for a bit, but the power thankfully came back in the evening. I'm freshly showered and can finally feel my fingers and toes again.
Saturday, December 11, 2021
a sad story without pictures
Not pictured: me at 1:15 when Nu and Big A decided it was too cold to walk and that we should turn around and take the car instead.
Also not pictured: me at 1:20 when we collectively realized that the reason we hadn't had power since 11 am or thereabouts was because there was a downed wire across our street. Also realizing this made it impassable for us to get to the Wharton.
Also not pictured: me at 1:25 begging Nu and Big A to walk to the show through the church grounds.
Also not pictured: me at 1:30 begging them to let me go to the show by myself at least.
Also not pictured: L and T trying to help me find my way--blocked at every turn by police and utility vehicles (if not by downed wires).
Also not pictured: me at 1:53 giving up.
Friday, December 10, 2021
"It's beginning to look a lot like..."
The first holiday cards of the season have started to arrive. I guess it's time to put away the cards I've had on display from last year now?
But seriously, it was lovely having this display up by the family altar all this last year... cards would randomly slip out of place and give me the pleasure of retrieving and reading them all over again.
Not exaggerating when I say they helped to keep me going in 2021.
Thursday, December 09, 2021
newsy
In other news, I took great pleasure in letting fam and friends know that a Trader Joe's is coming to town--about 2-3 mins away from us. I foresee Big A biking over there for last minute groceries instead of Whole Foods.
And in other gentrification news, I'm watching with horror--via friends and FB--the intersecting mesh mess of schadenfreude, transphobia, and anti-blackness in the latest Dave Chappelle vs. Yellow Springs clash.
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Pic: We're all looking at Big A.
Wednesday, December 08, 2021
home for the holidays
We don't have our tree up yet (we're waiting on At), but it looks like a winter wonderland outside.
(I'm not even mad that I slipped on the ice and seem to have hurt my butt.)
Tuesday, December 07, 2021
"love's the only engine of survival"
All I have in my camera roll for today is this cluster of birches right outside the horticultural gardens getting ready to weather winter...
But they evoke for me a reminder that we started family therapy today. Our goals are to be better parents, help Nu feel like they can come to us with anything, feel supported in their gender transition, and not run scams on their schoolwork.
It was just me and Nu today as Big A is working in the faraway place. Our therapist is insightful and wonderful. Nu was honest and articulate and I was so proud of them. I really couldn't have asked for a better first (telehealth) session.
Monday, December 06, 2021
fresh as a bruise
mouth wide open
snacks, the smutty
aftertaste of our quarrel
as we figure out
opening words
Sunday, December 05, 2021
the week that was
Saturday, December 04, 2021
my eyes are... out here?
Today, I spent the morning interviewing students for scholarships and...
It was demoralizing that a couple of potential students with great GPAs, neurotypical presentation, pre-med intentions... just wouldn't make eye-contact with me.
And I understand these are teenagers who've spent close to two years mostly seeing people virtually or masked, but this was not about that.
I interviewed with a (male, white) colleague, and at every question, even if I had been the one who asked the question, they'd look earnestly at my colleague while they answered. One student who was otherwise equitable at dividing their time between interviewers, focussed solely on my colleague while describing their football success.
I checked with my colleague to see if he had noticed it too--and he had. He said he'd tried to look at me while they were answering to model etiquette. (To no avail, apparently.)
I guess I'm lucky this doesn't happen all the time, but c'mon kids!
Friday, December 03, 2021
revival
will even pray for
home
I walk this earth as though I own those skies in daylight and delight wet, velvety evening and night __________________ Pic: Someone'...
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Friends and old neighbors shutting it down in honor of John Crawford. _
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At had us pose for this pic up at Aunt R's place on Lake Huron so he could put it up in his dorm. "Don't tur...