Monday, July 17, 2023
pushing luck
Sunday, July 16, 2023
summer fullness
Still frozen in the same place on the writing project--convinced that I'll be satisfied if I work on it for just another 24 hours. Perhaps it's time to send it off to the editor and let them tell me what I need to fix? Perhaps it needs to live in someone else's brain for a while.
In the afternoon, I took myself off to HS's annual garden party, which, as always, was a treat. An unexpected treat was the live jazz band that set up in the dining room and was absolutely fantastic.
The last time H.S. had their garden party was in the year before the pandemic... it was impossible not to reflect on how much has changed since the last time and simultaneously feel that familiar sense of return about so much else.
I feel so replete with flowers, friends, music... and food. So full of food: The whole afternoon repast at HS's, then dumplings and stir-fry at home, and then a second dinner as Nu wanted a pizza snack but only if I would share it with them.
Pic: A partial view of HS's beautiful garden. Someday I will have a beautiful garden too and deer won't eat it.
Saturday, July 15, 2023
the ones we live with
(I'm realizing this is a strange story--Buddha at Christmas, the puppies losing their calm around him, him being hollow rather than fully filled [fulfilled] etc.)
Anyway, I love coming around the bend and seeing him every time I get home. And I love that a chipmunk family has been living inside him for years now (the hole in his thigh is their front door).
Today I managed to get a picture of one of the naughty chipmunks (they always dig up the planters on the front porch!) playing with Buddha's topknot.
Pic: Front yard friends--a chipmunk on the Buddha.
Friday, July 14, 2023
show (and tell)
Not pictured: All the work I did on that one writing project today. I keep thinking I just need one more day to complete it... and it's felt like that way for the past two weeks... I can't wait to be truly done!
Thursday, July 13, 2023
still, life
we're okay, we're alright
and here I go again
like an ultrasound finding life
--ghostly, quiet, yearning
so sure of myself
Wednesday, July 12, 2023
first draft
Tuesday, July 11, 2023
things I learn
How am I supposed to forget about you
...when there's garbage on every street
Things I learn from a seven-year-old:
my sister is just four, and she has only one eye
I'm the one who needs to look out for her
Things I learn from the internet:
When you're a writer you have homework every day
and then you die
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