Friday, January 29, 2021

Minutiae

A choppy day full of big and small edits to other people's work; meetings galore; + followups, feedback, and fuckery. 

Met Nu's new therapist ðŸ’•; fielded pandemic tech suggestions from my mom ðŸ’•; handled paperwork and planner work. 

A loooooooong walk by myself (Wonch Park) was the best part of today. Reread favorite bits of Piranesi, started The Lost Girls, took a loooooooong bath, and fell asleep for a bit with Scout (and Nu and Huck) while watching Korra... There's an absolutely brilliant moon out now, and I'm glad what's looming is the weekend. 

Wednesday, January 27, 2021

Snippet

It looks like Nu found a snow house in the backyard and Scout plans to visit with them...

 

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

In Order to Advance

 

Detainee

I might be free--or not; 

I don't know

for I have obeyed in advance


Distance

the atlas of my family

fold close 

the stretched out assault


Disinvited

for I have obeyed in advance

I apologize for-

giving-you-a-piece-of-my-mind

Monday, January 25, 2021

Briefly

That's Scout curled up with his nose touching the last place he'd seen me. He used to do this when he was a baby too...

Everyone seems to need me today.

Must go!

Sunday, January 24, 2021

Address


From upon the belly of the same bridge

I can weigh the difference of a day

I doubt most resurrections--yet


the rhizomatic tenderness of your banks

are prayer: lilting, tidal, endlessly 

old / done / enduring--but


even in the porous ecstasy of freeze, I know

the delirium of loss, know you won't

take me any place to call home


Saturday, January 23, 2021

A Yay of a Day

Oh. 

SO much sunshine today, everything seemed automatically brighter and easier. Clear skies all day... and stars and moon right now.

Temps were in the teens, but it didn't seem to matter--two long hikes--one with LB and another with BS; chats all day (fam, KB, EM, JL); and quality time with Susanna Clarke's Piranesi, which is a trippy trancey delight and I'm sad to be near the end.

I took today for myself and loved it; back to work tomorrow.

in the midst of life...

We heard that At's 28-year-old ex died.  I expected that everything would have stopped when I opened the eyes I shut in disbelief.  I ki...