Thursday, April 11, 2019
Wednesday, April 10, 2019
Tuesday, April 09, 2019
Lift
You said to sing with you:
I start off like a boat
dropped into the water
turning round and round
worrying and wondering
at the same movement
until I catch the uplift
and the current leads us and
we're at the top of the next note
floating, the size of an insect
which then washes over, catching
us in the clear curl of the wave
* I don't know where this came from, but I will say Nu and I have perfected the howl part of Lady Gaga's shalalalalalalow, and sing it every time we're on our way to school.
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I start off like a boat
dropped into the water
turning round and round
worrying and wondering
at the same movement
until I catch the uplift
and the current leads us and
we're at the top of the next note
floating, the size of an insect
which then washes over, catching
us in the clear curl of the wave
* I don't know where this came from, but I will say Nu and I have perfected the howl part of Lady Gaga's shalalalalalalow, and sing it every time we're on our way to school.
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Monday, April 08, 2019
Wordless
I am the child with a knife--
for all my years now,
and in monosyllables
I have been digging in the
softness, the door
to some other worlds
Moon is eyeball today
side-eye tomorrow
I stay here, I witness.
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for all my years now,
and in monosyllables
I have been digging in the
softness, the door
to some other worlds
Moon is eyeball today
side-eye tomorrow
I stay here, I witness.
_
Sunday, April 07, 2019
Today at UU
Transcendental Etude by Adrienne Rich
[The Fact of a Doorframe: Poems Selected and New 1950-1984 (New York: Norton, 1984) ]
No one ever told us we had to study our lives,
make of our lives a study, as if learning natural history
or music, that we should begin
with the simple exercises first
and slowly go on trying
the hard ones, practicing till strength
and accuracy became one with the daring
to leap into transcendence, take the chance
of breaking down the wild arpeggio
or faulting the full sentence of the fugue.
–And in fact we can’t live like that: we take on
everything at once before we’ve even begun
to read or mark time, we’re forced to begin
in the midst of the hard movement,
the one already sounding as we are born.
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Every mention of death in the sermon today seemed like a special message just for me. And I would start thinking about how my children are too young for me to disappear. And I would imagine that Scout and Huckie would be bewildered; that Nu would be devastated, become hard; that At would rally, becoming more vulnerable as he goes. That they'll all keep looking for me everywhere. Ugh.
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make of our lives a study, as if learning natural history
or music, that we should begin
with the simple exercises first
and slowly go on trying
the hard ones, practicing till strength
and accuracy became one with the daring
to leap into transcendence, take the chance
of breaking down the wild arpeggio
or faulting the full sentence of the fugue.
–And in fact we can’t live like that: we take on
everything at once before we’ve even begun
to read or mark time, we’re forced to begin
in the midst of the hard movement,
the one already sounding as we are born.
**********************************************
Every mention of death in the sermon today seemed like a special message just for me. And I would start thinking about how my children are too young for me to disappear. And I would imagine that Scout and Huckie would be bewildered; that Nu would be devastated, become hard; that At would rally, becoming more vulnerable as he goes. That they'll all keep looking for me everywhere. Ugh.
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Saturday, April 06, 2019
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