Wednesday, December 19, 2018

Year's End

Arre, what would you do?
You too are split between
this year and the new one

these hopes are damsels
dismal in the silent dark.
I take their place myself

until I am inside myself
--oh, what have I done?
I too am waiting to know.

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Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Kin



This was sometime after I'd talked about Harraway and "Make kin not babies!" and C said  gesturing at dinner--"You mean like this? Like you do?" And it felt like this might be the best compliment ever.







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Monday, December 17, 2018

Not my finest moment

Nu fell asleep in my bed last night, and she woke up around 4:30 because I wasn't in bed with her...
and wandered over to the library...
where she found her dad and me...
watching shows on our computer...
and eating nachos...

She took it all in (half smiles and half envy) and went to bed. I wish I had been resourceful enough to say I couldn't fall asleep since she was in bed, but the truth is this is fairly normal these days. Big A and I have to finish The Americans before we cancel our Amazon Prime membership at the end of the month.

#12/11
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Sunday, December 16, 2018

I didn't make this







Not even the picture,


and everything about this was awesome.


Big A has a fan following and it's not all kids.







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Saturday, December 15, 2018

Maybe


Another day out with L, and I'm willing to accept that it looks more beautiful than it feels.












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Friday, December 14, 2018

Winter Beautiful



L is on a crusade to get me to admit that Winter can be beautiful...


#RedCedar #MSU







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not a solution

I've been breaking down about every tiny thing and everywhere, so Big A suggested I should apply to take the rest of the semester off wo...