Wednesday, April 05, 2023

more goodbye

I got greedy. 

At first I was just so grateful Scout was still here when I got back from Denver. Then I wanted more. My return perked him up and Sunday was such a very good day... so I began to feel the docs were wrong, and he'd somehow make it through.  

But after we got the second opinion and Scout got that semi shave, he seems to be declining again and not even I can ignore that everything seems to be a struggle for him right now.

I'm in no way prepared for a life without Scout.

Friends have been coming by to say goodbye...

Pic: BSL with Scout; Huckie sneaks a kiss.
 

5 comments:

Life of a Doctor's Wife said...

I'm so sorry. It is so hard to see a loved one in decline. Hoping you are getting lots of pats and snuggles in.

Gillian said...

Take care.

NGS said...

How we treat our pets in their end lives is the last kindness we give them. Scout knows he's loved.

Nicole said...

Oh Maya. My heart breaks for you. xo

maya said...

Thank you all so much for your kindness... I treasure it.
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