Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Tic-Tac-Toe



I mistake the day for nothing
Moments are like prayer,
Memory still muttering.

All words shimmer earnest, 
fall underfoot where children 
rush and stomp, play, find fun.

Daylight peels itself slowly
from windows and eyes
someone I know says, "hug," 

someone else says "love"
I breathe as though 
for someone far; CPR

I am a daughter of dread
my self-conscious prayers rise
like the breath of those dead.

_

Monday, September 09, 2013

NuNu Love

7:30. After I packed everyone's lunches, 
I rushed to get changed for school.
In the time it took me to change, 
she slipped her smiley "I heart you" 
into my lunchbox.

When I got home at 4:30, she grabbed me
asking, "Did you find it? Did you see it?"
She said she kept giggling at school 
thinking about that note to me. 
Me too.

_

Friday, September 06, 2013

I'm with the Band

In too much of a hurry 
to smile for me/the camera 
before he sets off to saxophone it in.
(And I watch over his shoulder.)

Wednesday, September 04, 2013

Give us this day our daily produce

Smiling at all the fruit and veg in my office today. 
I didn't accept the tomatoes 
'cos we have lots of them fruiting at home.
The apple is my favorite
it makes me feel like a real teacher.

_

Tuesday, September 03, 2013

Amanda, Michelle, Gina

They're saying the man who kept the three girls imprisoned in Cleveland committed suicide. I wonder if after being imprisoned himself, he realized what a horrible thing he'd done and offed himself out of remorse.

Far away from everything related, even I have nightmares about the whole thing. In one, I was crouched on the floor at the grocery store for something on a low shelf and overheard someone calculating aloud how big a cage to contain me would have to be.

If the nightmares ever subside, I'll get to smile at my friend J Castro's disgusted FB update when the news broke: "After years of being asked if I was related to Fidel, now this."

Yes; I was in Cleveland over the weekend. No; I had nothing to do with it.

God.

_

Monday, September 02, 2013

under pressure

My mom and sis are on their way!! They'll get here tomorrow! I'm still finishing up some last-minute chores. I guess I could do them...