Saturday, November 29, 2025

field notes

I wear echoes
ragged through the city
when we talk
I talk only of childhood

I dream we dig
as if we know this earth 
and can't say why 
I wait to be turned back

they're all saying 
that leaving is necessary
they don't know 
I will never say goodbye 
_________
Pic: Red Cedar yesterday with Big A. At the start of our walk, it was tough getting my taped-up right foot into my sneaker. That made A say we should go to Urgent Care instead of on a walk, but I really needed a walk for my wellbeing. If my foot's broken, it has already been broken for over ten days, so what would another day matter anyway?

5 comments:

Nance said...

This poem has made me cry. From the moment I read the first stanza, the tears began. The second stanza is absolutely beautiful. I want this read at my eventual memorial service or spreading of my ashes or whatever my family decides.

It's...incredible.

Life of a Doctor's Wife said...

Beautiful, beautiful poem.

maya said...

Nance, you know this is not allowed and I hope I'm not around for any of this and this is making me cry so hard. (So I guess this is a nice tit for tat, my friend <3)

maya said...

Thank you, Suzanne!

StephLove said...

Powerful last line.

some noes

I would have been miserable as a lawyer. I had to do lawyer-like things today in my role as a CASA and also in my role as a Title IX advisor...