At went into the day with a lot of hugs, hopes,
and in his orange "Abolish I.C.E." sweatshirt.
I can see him in Abdul's thank-you video
looking earnest, focussed... grownup.
This is the small satisfaction
I grab from the day.
It has been a year. Some days it feels like yesterday, some days it feels like a distant dream of love. There have been tears every day...